we never really need to wake up from our night lit hours. i don't think we ever do anyway. i like dreaming my waking hours and waking during my dreaming, it makes everything shine more.
i think living that way instead of the dichotomy of (un)consciousness just means that you're able to walk with decision, rather than losing your feet in the constantly breaking undertow of rest and unrest. better yet, the outlandishness of real life responsibilities can melt into the reality of dreams' unlimited freedom.
it's funny too, the tragedies of wakefulness don't seem to loom tall enough to swallow me into their shadows in my endless dream state. now i'm just floating through the nights of my day and the days of my night, and i'm not waiting to wake up. so for now, i'll keep wake and sleep dreaming and try to not get caught up in that suspicious bout of consciousness i keep hearing about.
